Tarbaby and Giggles McChurchill
March 6, 2009
I am surrounded by so many amazing people, in such an amazing city. So many wonderful things have emerged in the last few weeks that I should be happy.
But I am not totally happy.
One person, one city, an entire era of my life has such a grip on me at the most awkward moments…
It’s like living in a strange vacuum. I have gotten so used to addressing and conversing with a mind that is so sharp, witty, and talented; that now everything seems so dull-”Everything is amazing, and nobody’s happy”
Why the hell do I care so much about this? I don’t know how to deal with it, save for be mopey and in a self imposed funk all day.
I mean hell, at this very moment I am losing sleep over it!
I can’t talk about it, because then I sound like a “psycho”.
I miss you Tarbaby and Chuckwagon. I really needed you today. I cried when I watched the Beach Boys video we made back in June.
Should I see a therapist?
